Originally Posted by
Hondo Gravel
I will never fully figure anything all the way out. Fishing is something that nobody will ever figure out. Sometimes fish make no sense at all. Figuring out what triggers senseless binge drinking it what I’m trying to figure out. I’m burned out and bored with the party scene so I quit. After recently babysitting drunk people it just all hit me like a train. It all seems fun in the beginning but then it crashes and burns. Don’t need the dumb dumb juice and getting away from it will only yield good results.
To me, the hardest part was thinking I could never drink again. I guess that's why they say "one day at a time" because it's not so overwhelming as "never again".
It stopped bothering me after a while and got to the point where I never think about it (rarely).