Thanks.
I probably don't eat clean enough (I don't junk out either) but I do control my portions fairly well.
I definitely have an eating disorder of sorts and can essentially as much as I want without getting full (probably top out around 20 hot dogs). My stomach expands well so I can eat more than everyone else, even as at am half their size. Its generally limited that via tracking on calorie app and a strict diet but on vacation I went a bit crazy; not as bad as the past but there was a 4,000 calorie meal at McDonalds after they gave me too much food (oops, an extra Big Mac meal, no choice but to eat it!).
Noticed the same thing about power; no matter if I'm 170 or 140, my FTP is more or less the same depending on my CTL.