Originally Posted by smarkinson

Skyline Blvd? I assume San Francisco? If so you need something like this: https://www.sfbike.org/resources/urb...ing-workshops/

If not sf then look up a similar organisation in your city. Someone else mentioned league of American bicyclists.

I really don't think the threads you are starting here and the answers you are getting (particularly when you dismiss most of the sensible replies you are getting) are going to make you a better or safer rider.

You need some real hands on teaching if you want to overcome your hangups.

Of course, you may not want to overcome your hangups. Some people are just like that, they think having a bunch of neuroses makes them special or more interesting. Or you could just be a troll like others say.