I feel for you. I have a new synapse hi mod on my trainer that has never seen the road. My other 2011 synapse hi mod had a nice three week run befor I crashed it and broke the frame along with my acetabulum. Oh, by the way that is the socket in your pelvis that your femur goes into! Four hr surgery, Three weeks in the hospital, no walking for three months. The accident was this past July. Been doing my rehab PT and spending time on the trainer ( twice a week). And just stopped walking with a cane. I could go on... Point is, count your blessings, buck up, get the hell back on your bike in the spring and enjoy the hell out of it. Look at your recovery not your injury. See the image in your mind of you on that Cannondale! When you're back on the road you'll have tears of joy in your eyes as you know what you went through to get back out there.My motto: I'm not done yet! You can use that if you like! The harder you work the luckier you get.