I don't have much to offer, but I will say this. I bought my first road bike. It had a 52/36 and a 12/23 cassette. It was a 7 speed. Kinda rough on hills. I had to walk some, still do for that matter. I'm still working on my motor. So the frame didnt fit me and I sold the bike. Its replacement was a much newer bike with a compact 50/34 and a 12/25 cassette. This one is a 10 speed. My point is I have and continue to struggle with the gearing. I don't feel strong at all and my times show it. I am having to try and learn to peddle faster in a higher gear. Right now it still feels un natural but I am finding that its bringing my times much closer to where I was. Try to be patient and learn to ride what you have and see if you can make it work.