I'd have change what I currently love most about cycling to be able to stomach an eBike. That something is knowing that I did what I did totally under my own power. I had started to write a detailed description of my evolution, but instead I will simply say that if you have spent nearly four months on the road travelling across the country and then some self-contained from where you started to your front door you might feel the same way I do. Never walked an inch, except over things like heavily graveled campground driveways. Never got a ride. Commuting/errand riding aside, most day rides are to prepare for travel by bike. With every trip I find it harder and harder to stomach the same old same old so many people around here seem to be content with.