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jamesdak
First of all thank you for your service, seems like it is valued by others so much less now days if not an outright negative all to often.
I would see if a partial streamline helps, take it slow, try not to obsess, plan to take some losses and dial everything back with a conscious effort that will net a positive gain that you set and achieved.
Maybe take some satisfaction in knowing that you are a valued member here, I always check your posts and threads to get your input, we seem to agree on plenty.
Take a big break from the fiddly efen around that is getting to be such a pita and ride the bikes that are dialed in and ready to go.
Also maybe try the surferrosa method as well.
Take care, vent all you want, plenty of us here going down the same road whether we know it yet or not.