I’m with Merziac...put the construction types to the side until you are in a good mindplace to work on them.
until then just ride and let the air fill your lungs, listen to the sound of the tires on pavement, feel the shifts and vibrations, smell the wafting smells of flora and fauna, and sell a few bikes if you want, but only on your terms.
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1987 Crest Cannondale, 1987 Basso Gap, 1992 Rossin Performance EL, 1990ish Van Tuyl, 1985 Trek 670, 1982 AD SLE, 2003 Pinarello Surprise, 1990ish MBK Atlantique, 1987 Peugeot Competition, 1987 Nishiki Tri-A, 1981 Faggin, 1996 Cannondale M500, 1984 Mercian, 1982 AD SuperLeicht, 1985 Massi (model unknown), 1988 Daccordi Griffe , 1989 Fauxsin MTB, 1981 Ciocc Mockba, 1992 Bianchi Giro, 1977 Colnago Super