Glarner ... Long time commuter? over 200miles per week? You are a fanatic in denial. Get aspirational, spoil yourself and buy something really cool, way out there and much more expensive than you're willing to tell most people. You know what you like, you do a lot of it and you know it's really good for your health. Start a long and self-serving search for the holy-grail-bike, your forever-bike. Go big or go home. You deserve it.