Training has been shoddy this week. No ride Monday, did some squats and deadlifts, nothing Tuesday, 1h15m Weds on Zwift with a few short efforts, nothing yesterday. Planning to race on Sunday, but not feeling great about things. Balance is hard, and I'm getting down on myself for missing workouts due to work and child. Starting to question if training and racing is worth the mental and physical energy, maybe I should just ride for fun...