Oof! Completely understand, these things suck a lot out of you. I hope someone can be found to take over, if not we can treat it like FauxRoica, a date is set, people show up, and the ride is done self-supported.
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If someone tells you that you have enough bicycles and you don't need any more, stop talking to them. You don't need that kind of negativity in your life.