Hey MntnMan, you opened your heart buddy, amazing how this thread has opened up some dark closets. along with Covid and the other stresses of life its tough man! You have taken the first step, getting help, you recognize you have a problem. Its just so easy to syuff our faces with food to give us temporary relief from the pain and hurt. Skinny people have their drug too, ours just happens to show on our body. Fat shaming is the last taboo that people can mock, joke, hurt us with and not be shouted down. Race, sexual orientation, every other "thing" is taboo, being overweight, its not ctuel to mock, to hold against someone. Yes, okay unless you are overweight. I feel for you man, my heart is sad for you but we can all beat this, hold this together. Its sad your wife wants out but if she is hurting you, let her go, life goes on, lots of people out there who will love you and cherish you man!!!!!